Acardia [ey-kahr-dee-uh]

This being the last day of my available time the packing have to be sped up.
To just resting every other ….
30 mins ?
I hate packing.
I have repeated myself umpteen times and
literally becoming a broken record.
Ok.
My lovely nest have become.. unrecognizable.
Boowoo.
The mess in my room is scary.

I walk into my room and i wanna cry.

Its progressing.
Really.
Really.

The [...]

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Forgive and forget.
That’s what they say.
It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical.
When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back.
When someone wrongs us, we want to be right.
Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled… old wounds never heal.
And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to [...]

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A simple lesson I’ve learnt of late was to …
Shut up when you have nothing good to say.

Or just lie with your eyes wide open.
When you’re pissed off. You don’t have to be pissed off. Since launching into yet another
” I am not good enough, I know it would be fair to you to just [...]

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I went into the office today to do my final packing.
After two years (and giving away quite a bit of junk) working with the company I left in two carton boxes.
Moving to the new company wasn’t difficult.
It was a literal 2 minutes stroll and I plunked my stuff there and went on my way.
I have [...]

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Its not only the melody but the lyrics that makes the song.
Every word means something…
I drown myself into a song each time i hit a emotional low…
for a period of time I was indulging myself in this…. letting the lyrics hit me harder and harder on the same spot.
Knowing how each word in this song [...]

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Monday nights are a thing of the past to me.
Effy says (3:49 PM):
eh dun u have mon nite dinner
apparently not anymore.
So don’t ask me why when I ask you guys out on mondays.
Muacks*
No expectations.
No disappointments.

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