Acardia [ey-kahr-dee-uh]

The bed set with pillows placed strategically I plonk myself in it and sink into the pillows.
Its been about 20 hours since I started my sleep marathon, waking up occasionally to check on my phone and load up on more drugs.
I woke up briefly last night to reply some text messages and made some [...]

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Ladies and Gentlemen….
whenever I say that in the office. Everyone just answers ” Ok bye ”
At 4pm today, I did that. Everyone in the office turned and looked at me with raised eyebrows. I am doing this two working days in a row. Last I did that was friday.

I am on medical leave [...]

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I forced myself to stay in bed and sleep.
I wake up 3 and half later in tears.
This sucks.
Being sick sucks.
Being sick and alone sucks.
Being sick and crying your eyes out alone sucks.
It just does.

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Finally… Its done.
I’ve been meaning to do it yeeyonks ago and today I finally got to doing it.
Its finally got it out of my system.
Its gone now.
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I missed a step earlier.
A step that i wasn’t meaning to miss but did nonetheless. A old caucasian couple near me got worried.
I just smile and replied… [...]

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I’ve been rather whinny.
The ulcer is getting a zip code of its own soon.
The throat threatens to seal itself off.
I feel dizzy I have this bland taste in my mouth
Even Swallowing saliva hurts, the rinse with salt water regime did not work.
I have been feeling nausea since I woke up.
And. I am spotting. Great.
Hormonal over [...]

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Hear me Roar.
Well. actually. I hear Sobs instead.
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I can’t swallow the piece of news I just heard.
I don’t think anyone would understand why something so non-related can have such an effect on me. I am literally shaking and my hands are all cold and clammy now.
I’m confused. Scared and pretty much absolutely lost [...]

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