Acardia [ey-kahr-dee-uh]

I dont know how i have been able to hold it up. Sometimes when i think about it. I am pretty tempted to pat myself on the back and congratulate me on a job well done.
Back to dramatics.
On Monday. Or technically Tuesday Morning. The pain, the muscle spasms that were keeping me awake left [...]

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又站在你家的门口 我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候 还能多久
终于你开口向我诉说她有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手 但我已不在你心中
我真的懂 你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有 陪在你身边 当你寂寞时候
别再看着我 说着你爱过
别太伤痛 我不难过 这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流
我也不懂 就让我走
让我开始享受自由
回忆很多 你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱 你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞 这会是我 最后的宽容
终于你开口向我诉说她有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手 但我已不在你心中

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I sat snugged on the fence, my knees brought into my embrace…..
Tilting my head, I watched as you turn your back to me and walk away.
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There’s a spot under the trees.
A bench by the coast line.
A view of the island.
A hidden corner.
A balcony surrounded by the seas.
A long winding path to the waterfront.
A slip of [...]

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Trying to re-invent myself is turning out to be quite a challenge.
I have long decided that I am done with all the emotional upheaval that I go through day in day out… with or with the hormonal over-load.
The best I could come up with was distractions.
Staying at home alone has been my favorite past [...]

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I am a lyrics junkie…
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Don’t hang up.
Can we talk?
So confused
It’s like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don’t pretend you don’t know
This is me
Im unchangeable
When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

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So what…
You could have saved me?
No.
Maybe I couldn’t have stopped you.
this isn’t about you.
This is the one thing i’ve done in the past few months that wasn’t about getting you to notice me.
I did this.
you had nothing to do with it.
This was all me.
Dude, she’s like in love with you.
How did you miss that ?
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I [...]

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